Saturday, 24 October 2026

Reunion - English

I still remember that morning of 15 August clearly. This year we had the college reunion of all 2010 pass-out students. We had received letters, phone calls and emails months earlier, because many were in the US or Europe, some in other cities for work, and many of us still in Pune. It had been fifteen years since we last met, and we were all very excited.
On the morning of 15 August we started arriving one by one. It was difficult to recognise each other at first. Some of us were connected on Facebook, but hardly anyone had met in years.
We had the flag hoisting. Then the school briefly shared our achievements—some had become doctors, some lawyers, and so on—and we were felicitated one by one. I also received my shawl and flowers and returned to my place. After a while they called Aditya Mahamuni, and that was it—a sudden gush of emotion and excitement. I searched for where he was. My school crush, and more than that.
He came on stage, received his flowers and shawl. The principal introduced him as a doctor in a reputed hospital in the USA. We clapped. I clapped a little louder, perhaps. As he was coming down from the stage I could see him properly. He still had the same face structure, well-built and taller now, wearing a white kurta, and that same beautiful smile. It took me straight back to our school days—how we had once been close friends with a real bonding.
Aditya. My friend whom I had been in love with all those years in school. There were many times we had moments of getting close physically. There was a trip where it all started while bathing under a waterfall. He had pretended an accidental touch on my ass while taking a picture, and that stirred something in me. Later that night he braved it and touched my ass again, purposely. I asked him, “What’s wrong with you?” He smiled and said, “Everything.”

Later the same year we again had the chance to stay close at my sister’s wedding. That night he was again caressing my ass, and this time I did not hesitate or stop him. I was even hoping for more. But nothing much happened beyond a pretend-sleep touch and a hug. From then on I fell in love with him—with his presence—and I started looking for opportunities like that. One day while studying we were doing some masti n then kissed on lips as a joke , and that was the first time I felt his erect dick too. That was as far as it went.
All those memories flooded me when he came and stood in front of me and said, “Hello. Aahe ka olakh?”(remember me?) 
I came back to the present and said, “Of course, yaar,” and gave him a hug. Years of waiting for that.

We had brunch with all the schoolmates; it had been arranged for us. There was a lot of laughter, selfies, teasing, and finding out who had kids and wives. Almost all of them did—except the two of us. Someone teased, “Tum dono hi karlo ab shadi. Waise bhi sale sabko ditch karke khud dono padhai karke top marte the.” They kept teasing us. I did not know what to say or how to react.
It was almost two o’clock by then. Everyone else had further plans. Aditya asked me, “Let’s ditch them once more?” I laughed and said, “Chalo, let’s go to a place that has newly opened—a cozy café I like.”
He said, “Must be a place where you do your dates with a girlfriend.”
I answered, “No, it’s not that. It’s just peaceful.”
Shortly we were at the café. He was sipping tea, I was having coffee. He said, “It feels great to be in Pune again.”
I told him, “I don’t know how you guys could live without Pune. I can’t even think of leaving it.”
He replied, “Paisa, my man. Paisa mangta. The lifestyle is such that we can’t afford it on an Indian salary.”
Our conversation went on and on with all the fun and the memories we shared. We carefully avoided the awkward moments. 
Then there was a long pause, and both of us uttered at the same time, “Lagn ka nahi kela?”(why not married yet) 
We both laughed and blushed.
He said " I was in a relationship; it didn’t work out. What about you?” 

I said, “Never felt so. I don’t see myself marrying to any GIRL. But at the same time I need someone for life too.” I hinted I'm gay. 
And there was a awkward silence. 

We decided to walk. I asked how long he was here.
He said, “Not much, just twenty days.Need to finish some paper work too.. 
But if you say, I’ll stay more.” He teased and laughed.
I laughed too, but then said, “If that was the case you wouldn't go without even telling me and leave me here ” I sensed the conversation becoming awkward, so I changed the topic.
I told him, “Let me drop you at home.”
He said, “What home? My home is sold out years ago. No body here to look for it. I’m staying in a hotel since two days back when I came.”
I asked why he had not told me. He could stay with me; the house was big enough.
He said, “Didn’t know if that was an option.”
I insisted, “Chalo, we’ll take your luggage and go back home. You can’t stay like a visitor, Aditya. This is our city.” After a lot of convincing he agreed.
We went to his hotel and started packing for him. I was helping while he packed neatly. I remembered how neat he had always been with his books and uniform, always patient about keeping things in order. I smiled and said, “You’re still the same.” He blushed. I went into the bathroom to collect his things from there and found his undies drying. I couldn't resist n squeezed his undies, he saw..i pretended I was checking if it was wet. I gathered them and gave them to him. We both smiled. In that moment I remembered touching his bulge back then. The tension in the air was clear. I stepped aside and let him pack the rest.
By the time he was ready to go I felt like ordering a sandwich or something. He ordered one along with coffee for me and tea for himself again. My house was a bit far, so it was a good idea to have something before the ride. We sat very close because the table was small. Our arms brushed multiple times. The air-conditioning, the tension, his touch.....it felt nice n I hoped he could feel the same.
When the coffee was finished we stood up to leave. At the door he said, “Vayu,” and suddenly pulled me into his arms and just held me there. “I missed you.” he whispered emotionally. 
We were simply holding each other, doing nothing. I suppose that was always us, neither of us had the guts. This time I decided for myself: no, not again. I could not leave him like that, whatever happened. I held his neck with both hands, looked into his eyes for a while, and then took his lips with mine. Between the deep, hungry kisses the words came out one by one, broken by the press of our mouths:
“You… don’t… even… know… what… is… missing… … that… is… how… much I… missed… you…”
He got fully into it. He pressed me hard against the door and locked it with a turn of the knob. A second later his mouth moved to my neck and ear, sucking and biting with years of held-back need.
He whispered against my skin, “You missed me, Vayu?” Then, lower, “I craved for you for years. You won’t understand.”
There was a hungry passion in every movement. I turned us and guided him toward the bed while our mouths stayed locked. We collapsed onto the mattress, still kissing, tongues deep, hands already pulling at fabric. The kisses grew wetter, more desperate, until the need to feel skin became impossible to ignore.
I pulled his kurta up and over his head. He did the same with my shirt. Our bare chests met. I bent and took one of his nipples into my mouth, sucking hard, then the other, while my hands ran over his arms, his chest, the hard plane of his stomach. He arched into it, then pushed me back and returned the same treatment—mouth open, tongue and teeth working across my nipples, my collarbone, the centre of my chest, lower still. We were both breathing hard, wet trails left wherever mouths had been.
I reached for his trousers, unfastened them, and pushed them down along with his underwear. His cock sprang free, thick, large and already fully hard. I did not wait. I lowered my head and took him into my mouth in one long slide, sucking deeply, tongue pressing along the underside. His hand settled in my hair. Low, broken moans left him as I worked him, lips tight, head bobbing, one hand rolling his balls while the other slid further back to grip and knead his ass. I took my time, swallowing around him, pulling off only to lick and suck each ball, then drag my tongue lower across the sensitive skin of his perineum before returning to his cock.
He pulled me up by the shoulders, kissed me hard enough to bruise, tongue in each other's mouth.. then rolled us so he was on top. His mouth travelled everywhere—biting my neck, my shoulders, my chest—leaving dark marks. Licked my armpits it felt heavenly 

He reached down, wrapped his hand around my cock, and stroked it once, twice, before taking it into his mouth. He sucked with the same intensity I had given him, cheeks hollowed, tongue swirling, going deep until I felt the head hit the back of his throat. My hips lifted. I was already close to cum , the pressure building fast, but I did not want it to end yet.
I forced myself to turn beneath him. He understood immediately. His hands spread my ass open. For a long moment he only looked, breathing hard. Then his mouth was between my ass . He ate my ass like a man starved—tongue flat and wet, dragging over the hole again and again, then pointing and pushing inside. His teeth grazed the sensitive rim. I pushed back against his face. He did not stop. He licked deeper, spit running, then added a finger—slowly at first, working it in and out while his tongue stayed on me. A second finger followed, stretching me wider. The burn melted into heat. Outside the light was fading; inside the room it was already dim.
While his fingers moved inside me I asked, voice rough, “Do you have a condom?”
That was all the signal he needed. Without breaking the rhythm of his hand he reached for his wallet, tore one open, and rolled it on. He withdrew his fingers, lined the head of his cock against my open ass, and in one firm thrust pushed all the way inside. The sudden fullness tore a shout from my throat, unbareble sharp pain that made my eyes water.. I was shaking n hinting him to remove but He held still, shhhhh it wl be fine raja.. He buried deep, one hand stroking my side until the burn eased into a heavy, stretched fullness... When I calmed a bit Only then did he begin to move.
He started slow—long, deep strokes that dragged every inch of him across the inside of me—then built speed. His hips snapped harder, the sound of his balls sack  meeting skin filling the room. I gripped the sheets. Each thrust punched a breath out of me. He fucked me with steady, increasing force until his rhythm broke and he buried himself to the root, cock pulsing as he came. Even through the condom I felt the heat of his cum flooding deep inside my ass.
He stayed there a few seconds, breathing hard against my neck, then carefully pulled out. He turned me onto my back, crawled down, and took my cock into his mouth again. This time there was no holding back. He sucked with single-minded focus, one hand stroking what his lips could not reach, until the pressure snapped. I came hard, uncontrollably, thick ropes of cum shooting across his tongue and spilling over his lips and chin. He kept sucking through every pulse, swallowing what he could, the rest coating his face.
When my dick finally softened he pulled off, wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, then used a towel to clean the rest of his face. After that he lowered his head once more and gently licked my cock clean the left over cum until it lay soft against my thigh. He climbed back up, settled his weight over me, and we stayed like that—bodies pressed together, mouths meeting in slower, softer kisses. There were small blushes, quiet smiles, and a deep, settled peace neither of us had felt in fifteen years.

He continued giving me soft kisses while we lay there. I felt myself blushing under the attention. After a quiet moment I asked why we had never done anything like this before.
He was silent for a few seconds, then answered honestly. He said it had taken him many years to accept himself as gay, and that was the main reason he had gone to the USA—to avoid the constant pressure of marriage back home.
I told him that I had also come out to my parents a few years earlier.
He looked at me and repeated, almost to himself, that he had always had me in his mind. I had been his first crush, but for a long time he had lived in denial.
We cleaned ourselves carefully, dressed, and finally left the hotel together.
For the next twenty days we explored Pune the way we once had as boys—revisiting old streets, favourite spots, and shared childhood memories. Alongside that, we spent almost every free hour in bed. We fucked day and night, learning each other’s bodies without any of the old hesitation, until the physical need slowly deepened into something quieter and more certain. By the end of those weeks we had fallen in love with each other in a way that felt both new and long overdue.
On the day before he was supposed to leave, when we were starting to pack , I asked him, “don't go.. Stay na, if you can.”
He did not need much convincing. He simply said, “Yes. I also want the same. I’ve been thinking about it for a few days now.. I guess I'm not done with you yet. ”

And yes he stayed.

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Saturday, 22 August 2026

निषिद्ध प्रेम भाग 1

मी कधीच विचार केला नव्हता की सुहासच्या शेजारी फ्लॅट घेतल्याने माझे आयुष्य पूर्णपणे बदलून जाईल.

माझे नाव रघुवीर. सहा महिन्यांपूर्वी मी प्रियाशी लग्न केले आणि आम्ही पुण्यात नवीन फ्लॅटमध्ये राहायला आलो. चौतीस वर्षांचा सुहास त्याच्या बायको नेहासोबत अगदी शेजारी राहत होता. दोन्ही जोडप्यांमध्ये लवकरच चांगली मैत्री झाली. आम्ही वारंवार एकत्र येत असू — शनिवारी-रविवारी जेवण, संध्याकाळी बाल्कनीत गप्पा आणि एकत्रचे कार्यक्रम. सुहास सहज स्वभावाचा, सकाळी धावल्यामुळे ताठ शरीर असलेला आणि त्याचा खोल आवाज मला खूप आरामदायक वाटायचा. काही महिन्यांतच तो आणि मी चांगले मित्र झालो.

मग दोन्ही कुटुंबांनी गोव्याची चार दिवसांची सहल ठरवली. प्रिया आणि नेहा खरेदी आणि क्लबिंगसाठी उत्सुक होत्या. सुहास आणि मी समुद्रकिनारा आणि शांत संध्याकाळ पाहत होतो.

तिसऱ्या संध्याकाळी आमच्या बायका मुलींचा दिवस साजरा करायला गेल्या — पणजीत खरेदी आणि रात्री उशिरापर्यंत क्लब. त्या सजून हसत निघाल्या. सुहास माझ्याकडे हसत म्हणाला,

“शेवटी थोडी शांतता मिळाली, रघू. चला समुद्रकिनाऱ्यावर जाऊन सूर्यास्त पाहूया.”

आम्ही शॉर्ट्स घालून ओसाड वाळूवर गेलो. आकाश लाल-नारिंगी झाले होते. आम्ही टॉवेलवर बसून थंड किंगफिशर उघडली आणि गप्पा मारत राहिलो. थोड्या वेळाने सुहास उठला.

“मी थोडं पोहून येतो. ही उष्णता सहन होत नाही.”

तो पाण्यात गेला, पोहला आणि पूर्ण ओला होऊन परत आला. त्याचे शॉर्ट्स आणि बनियान भिजले होते. त्याने आजूबाजूला पाहिले. टॉवेल विसरला होता. विचार न करता त्याने माझ्यासमोरच ओले शॉर्ट खाली ओढले. तो पूर्ण नग्न उभा राहिला. त्याचा जाड, अर्धउभा झालेला लिंग थंड हवेत थोडा थरथरत होता. तो जड आणि मोठा दिसत होता, त्याच्या घट्ट मांड्यांमध्ये. मला स्पष्ट दिसत होते. त्या दृश्याने माझ्या आत काहीतरी जोरात जागे झाले. माझा स्वतःचा लिंग एकदम ताठ होऊ लागला. मी नजर काढू शकलो नाही.

सुहासाने मला पाहताना लक्षात घेतले. त्याने माझा छोटा टॉवेल घेतला आणि हळू हळू स्वतःला पुसू लागला. तो अजूनही नग्नच होता. मला सर्वकाही दाखवत होता. तो हसत म्हणाला,

“कसा आहे, भाई?” आणि आपल्या लिंगाकडे बघत डोके हलवत विचारले .

माझा चेहरा लाल झाला. पण शब्द बाहेर पडले, “मजबूत आहे, भाई.”

त्याने भुवया उंचावल्या. तो अजूनही उभा होता, त्याचा अर्धवट ताठलेल लिंग हलवत त्याने विचारले, “तुझा कसा आहे?”

“फक ऑफ,” मी म्हणालो आणि थोडे पुढे निघून गेलो. पण जेव्हा मी मागे वळून पाहिले, तेव्हा सुहास मला त्याच्या लंडा वर जो आता पूर्ण ताठ ला होता त्या वर हात ठेऊन, एका वासनेने पाहत होता. त्याच्या डोळ्यांत स्पष्ट इच्छा होती. त्या नजरेने माझे शरीर थरथरले आणि हृदय जोरात धडधडू लागले.

समुद्रकिनाऱ्यावर आणखी थोडा वेळ गेला. पण आमच्यातील वातावरण बदलले होते. मैत्री आता धोकादायक आणि जोरदार उत्तेजक झाली होती.

सूर्यास्तानंतर आम्ही रिसॉर्टकडे परत आलो. हवा थोडी थंड झाली होती. सुहासाने आपल्या खोलीबाहेर थांबून म्हटले, “ शॉवरनंतर कॉफीसाठी ये. जरा थंडी पडत आहे. नेहा आणि प्रिया बरेच तास परत येणार नाहीत.”

मी हो म्हटले. पण खोलीत शिरताच भीती वाटू लागली. दहा मिनिटे खूप लांब वाटली. हृदय जोरात धडधडत असताना मी थंड शॉवर घेतला. मनात प्रश्न येत होते — टॉवेल मुद्दाम विसरला होता का? त्याने मला नग्न दाखवायचे ठरवले होते का? कॉफीसाठी गेल्यावर काय होणार? मला तीव्र जाणीव होती की आणखी काही घडणार आहे. भीती होती, पण कुतूहल जास्त होते. मी सैल टी-शर्ट आणि शॉर्ट्स घातले. हात थरथरत असताना सुहासच्या दारावर ठोठावले.

त्याने दार उघडले. कमरेभोवती फक्त टॉवेल होता. केस ओले होते. छातीवर पाण्याचे थेंब चमकत होते.

“आत ये,” त्याने खोल आवाजात म्हटले.

खोली मंद होती. दोन कप कॉफी तयार होत्या. आम्ही पलंगाच्या कडेला बसून कॉफी प्यायलो. शांतता जड होती.

एक मिनिटानंतर सुहासाने कप ठेवला आणि थेट माझ्याकडे पाहिले. “तू समुद्रकिनाऱ्यावर माझ्या लंड कडे टक लावून पाहत होतास, रघू. मी तुझ्या डोळ्यांत ते पाहिले.”

मी घसा गिळला. हृदय जोरात धडधडत होते. “काहीच नव्हते… फक्त आश्चर्य वाटले.”

त्याने वासनेने हसत म्हणाला “खोटे बोलू नकोस. मला माहित आहे तू काहीतरी अनुभवलेस. हे तुझ्यासाठी नवीन आहे, नाही का? पण तू शेजारी आल्यापासून मी हे इच्छित होतो.”

मनात जुन्या आठवणी आल्या. लहानपणी गर्दीच्या ट्रेनमध्ये एका मोठ्या मुलाने चुकून माझ्या नितंबाला हात लावला होता. त्या स्पर्शाने पोटात विचित्र उबदार भावना निर्माण झाली होती. किशोरवयात जिममधील एका घट्ट शरीराच्या माणसाबद्दल मला जोरदार आकर्षण वाटायचे. त्याचा घामाने चमकणारा देह पाहून हृदय धडधडायचे. मी त्या भावना दबून ठेवल्या. प्रियेशी लग्न केले आणि स्वतःला स्ट्रेट असल्याचे पटवून दिले. तिच्यासोबत सेक्स चांगला वाटायचा, पण नेहमी काहीतरी कमी भासत असे — एक खोल, अपूर्ण भूक  .

आता सुहाससमोर ती भूक जागी झाली होती.

सुहासाने झुकून मला जोरात चुंबन दिले. त्याचे ओठ कडक आणि आत्मविश्वासपूर्ण होते. मी थोडा थरथरलो. पण कुतूहलाने मी त्याला परत चुंबन दिले. चुंबन खोल आणि भुकेले झाले. त्याचा हात माझ्या टी-शर्टखाली घुसला. त्याने माझी छाती दाबली आणि स्तनाग्र पिळले. मी आनंदापासून खोल श्वास घेतला. 

“सुहास… ही माझ्या आयुष्यातील पहिली वेळ आहे पुरुषासोबत,” मी थरथरत कुजबुजलो.

“मला माहित आहे,” त्याने मऊ आवाजात म्हटले आणि माझ्या गळ्याला चुंबन घेतले. “आराम कर, रघू. मी हळू जाईन. तू माझ्यासोबत सुरक्षित आहेस. हे योग्य वाटते, हो की नाही ?”

त्याच्या शब्दांनी मला थोडी शांती मिळाली. विचित्र रीतीने सर्वकाही आरामदायक वाटत होते.

त्याने मला पलंगावर पाठीवर ढकलले आणि माझ्यावर चढला. त्याने माझा टी-शर्ट आणि शॉर्ट्स काढले. मी पूर्ण नग्न झालो. त्याच्या वासना पूर्ण डोळ्यांनी माझे शरीर निरखून पाहिले. त्याने गळ्याला, छातीला चुंबन दिले.. चावले आणि मग माझ्या ताठ झालेल्या लिंगाकडे खाली सरकला. त्याने माझा लिंग आपल्या गरम, ओल्या तोंडात खोल आत घेतला आणि जोरात चोखू लागला जिभेने चाटू लागला . मी थरथरणाऱ्या बोटांनी त्याचे केस धरले. त्या क्षणी बोटावरील लग्नाची अंगठी दिसली. अपराधाची लाट आली — *प्रिया…*

मी श्वास घेत म्हटले, “सुहास… आपण खरंच पुढे जायच का?”

त्याने डोके वर काढले, माझ्या डोळ्यात पाहिले आणि ठामपणे म्हटले, “पूर्ण खात्री आहे, रघू. तू फक्त Relax कर.”

मग त्याने माझा लिंग पुन्हा तोंडात घेतला. अधिक जोरात, अधिक खोल. ही पहिलीच वेळ होती की कोणीतरी माझा लिंग असे चोखला . प्रियाने नेहमी नाकारले होते. पण सुहास माझा लिंग घशापर्यंत घेत होता. संवेदना स्वर्गासारखी होती. *मला हे हवे आहे,* मी जोरात कण्हलो.

सुहासाने माझे लिंग तोंडातून बाहेर काढले आणि हसत म्हटले, “पहिल्यांदाच योग्य ब्लोjob मिळाला ना? फक्त पुरुषच दुसऱ्या पुरुषाला पूर्ण समाधान देऊ शकतो रघु .”

मी डोके हलवले. मग मी म्हटले, “सुहास… मलाही तुला चोखू दे.”

तो हसला आणि आम्हाला 69 स्थितीत आणले. मी पहिल्यांदाच त्याचा जाड, कठीण, गरम लिंग तोंडात घेतला. तो जड आणि खारट वाटला. मी उत्सुकतेने त्याला चोखू लागलो. तो माझा लिंग गिळत राहिला. आम्ही एकमेकांना जोरात चोखत होतो. खोलीत कण्हलेल्या आणि चुंबनाच्या आवाजाने भरली.

काही मिनिटांनंतर सुहास माझ्या पायांमध्ये आला. त्याने बोटांवर लोशन घातले आणि माझ्या घट्ट गुदद्वारात दोन बोटे घालून मला फाकवले . मग त्याने आपला जाड लिंग माझ्या बिळावर ठेवला आणि हळू हळू आत ढकलला.

प्रथम वेदना तीक्ष्ण होती. जळजळणारी. मी दात आवळले . पण मला थांबवायचे नव्हते. ती पूर्णता खूप चांगली वाटत होती.. त्याने विचारले '' are you Okay? '' 

“दुखत आहे… पण थांबू नकोस… कृपया थांबू नकोस,” मी घास लागून म्हटले.

सुहासाने मला चुंबन दिले आणि कुजबुजले, “मी थांबणार नाही. श्वास घे. तू माझा लवडा खूप चांगला घेत आहेस... तुझे होल मला वेड लावणारे रघू.. घे आत... एकरूप होऊया ”

तो पूर्ण आत गेला. त्याचे अंडकोष माझ्या नितंबांना लागले. वेदना हळूहळू तीव्र आनंदात बदलली. त्याने जोरात ठोके देऊ लागला. त्याचे जड अंडकोष माझ्या नितंबांवर टाकत होते. मी निर्लज्जपणे कुरकुरत होतो. माझा लिंग पोटावर प्रीकम गळत होता.

“जोराने… अधिक जोराने,” मी विनंती केली.

सुहास हसला आणि अधिक वेगाने मला ठोकू लागला. त्याचा जाड बुल्ला पुन्हा पुन्हा माझ्या आत घुसत होता. बिळात घर्षण जाणवत होते त्याने एकाच वेळी माझा लिंग हाताने हलवला. मी त्या धुंदीत लगेच स्खलित झालो. जोरात थरथरत छातीवर जाड वीर्य ओकले. सुहास काही क्षणांनंतर परमसीमेवर आला . तो जोरात 
विव्हळला,त्याने त्याचा लालेलाल झालेला लवडा जोरात बाहेर काढला आणि माझ्या पोटावर आणि लिंगावर गरम, जाड वीर्य भसकन फवारले.. माझ्या मानेपर्यंत काही थेंब उडाले..  आणि तो तसाच माझ्यावर कोसळला.. 
आम्ही तसेच दीर्घ श्वास घेत पडलो. शरीर घाम आणि वीर्याने चिकटलेले होते. काही वेळा ने सुहासाने मला आपल्या हातात ओढले आणि हळूच चुंबन दिले...
बस झाले निघायला हवे बायका येतील.. मी लाजेने आवरू लागलो.. 
"बास झाले? ही तर आता सुरुवात आहे रघू" 
क्रमशः 

निषिद्ध प्रेम भाग 2

भाग 2

“ही फक्त सुरुवात आहे ,” त्याने कुजबुजले. “मी तुझ्यापासून कधीच तृप्त होणार नाही. गोव्यात अजून एक रात्र बाकी आहे… आणि पुण्यात बायका नसताना अनेक शांत संध्याकाळी.”

गोव्यातील त्या रात्रीनंतर पुण्यात परत आल्यावरही ही गोष्ट नियमित सुरू राहिली. बंद दारांमागे, जेव्हा आमच्या बायका खरेदीला, ऑफिस पार्टीला किंवा आई-वडिलांकडे गेल्या असत, तेव्हा सुहास आणि मी भेटायचो आणि जनावरांसारखे जोरात संभोग करायचो. सुट्ट्या आणि लांब वीकेंड, शनिवार-रविवारी आम्ही खोट्या “ट्रेकिंग सहली” आखत असू. खरे तर लोणावळा किंवा महाबळेश्वरजवळ शांत रिसॉर्ट बुक करण्याची ती फक्त निमित्त असायची. संपूर्ण शनिवार-रविवार आम्ही एकमेकांचे लिंग चोखत, प्रत्येक स्थितीत संभोग करत आणि आपल्या सर्वात खोल इच्छांची पूर्तता करत असू.

सुहाससोबतचा प्रत्येक क्षण अविस्मरणीय वाटायचा. आम्ही गुप्त बॉयफ्रेंड्ससारखे होतो ज्यांच्याकडे बायका आहेत. आमच्यात कधीच अपराधभावना नव्हती — फक्त शुद्ध आराम, उत्तेजना आणि एक खोल नाते जे पूर्णपणे नैसर्गिक वाटायचे. प्रत्येक जोरदार संभोगानंतर आम्ही एकत्र हसत असू, नंतर एकमेकांना मिठी मारत आणि सगळ्या गोष्टींबद्दल बोलत असू. या गुप्त नात्याने माझ्या आयुष्यात एक नवीन प्रकारचा आनंद आणला जो मी कधीच अनुभवला नव्हतो.

सुहासने गोव्यात त्या रात्री इतके धैर्य दाखवल्यामुळे मी शेवटी खरा स्वतःला आणि आयुष्यभर चुकत असलेला खरा आनंद अनुभवला. आज आमच्या दोघांकडे बायका आणि मुले आहेत, पण आमचे स्वतःचे गुप्त जगही आहे. आमच्यात खरे प्रेम आहे जे सगळ्यांना दिसते, पण सगळे ते फक्त शुद्ध, मजबूत मैत्री समजतात. कधी कधी आमच्या बायका खेळकरपणे भांडतात कारण आम्ही त्यांच्यापेक्षा एकमेकांसोबत वेळ घालवणे पसंत करतो, पण ते नेहमी आनंदी मूडमध्ये आणि हसण्यात संपते.

आम्ही आमच्या बायकांना सुखी ठेवतो — भावनात्मक, शारीरिक आणि आर्थिकदृष्ट्या. खरे तर गोव्यानंतर प्रियेशोबतचा माझा सेक्सही खूप अधिक जोरदार झाला. एकदा शांत क्षणी तिने म्हटले, “लग्नाच्या पहिल्या सहा महिन्यांत तू बेडमध्ये इतका चांगला नव्हतास. काय झाले? तू खूप बदललास.” मी फक्त हसून म्हटले, “मी शिकलो.” पण मनात मला सत्य माहित होते — सुहाससाठीची खरी इच्छा उघडल्याने माझ्यात काहीतरी शक्तिशाली जागे झाले होते. जेव्हा मी प्रियेशोबत असायचो, तेव्हा मी त्याच्याबद्दल विचार करायचो — त्याचे मजबूत शरीर, त्याचा जाड लिंग, तो मला कसा ठोकतो आणि चोखतो — आणि ती कल्पना मला तिला पूर्ण समाधान देण्यास भाग पाडायची. मी तिला जोरात आणि वासनेने ठोकत असे जोपर्यंत ती अनेक वेळा स्खलित होई आणि आनंदाने माझे नाव घेई. तिला कल्पनाही नव्हती की तिला आनंदाने ओरडायला लावणारा माणूस दुसऱ्या माणसाच्या विचारांनी उत्तेजित होत आहे.

आम्हाला एकमेकांच्या हातात येण्याची संधी मिळाली की थांबता येत नाही. आम्हाला काळजी घ्यावी लागते. अनेकदा आम्ही जवळपास पकडले जात असू, पण संशयाशिवाय त्या क्षणांतून सुटत असू. अनेक रात्री आम्ही रात्री तीन किंवा चार वाजता उठतो, हृदय धोक्याने धडधडत शांतपणे बाल्कनी ओलांडतो आणि बंद बाल्कनीत सकाळपर्यंत जोरात संभोग करतो, मग पुन्हा बायकांजवळ झोपायला जातो. कधी फक्त जलद, रोमांचक ब्लोjob किंवा लांब, वासनेने भरलेले चुंबन — आपल्याच कुटुंबापासून लपून प्रेमींसारख्या सर्व गोष्टी करण्याचा धोका आम्हाला वेगळ्या प्रकारचा रोमांच देतो.

आजही, वर्षांनंतर, जेव्हा मी बाल्कनीतून सुहासचे हास्य पाहतो किंवा कोणी पाहत नसताना त्याचा हात माझ्या हाताला स्पर्श करतो, तेव्हा मला गोव्यातील ती पहिली कच्ची, वेदनामय पण परिपूर्ण रात्र आठवते जेव्हा तो माझ्यासमोर नग्न उभा होता. चंद्रप्रकाशातील समुद्रकिनाऱ्यावर अनपेक्षित, रोमांचक दृश्याने सुरू झालेली गोष्ट आता माझ्या असण्याचा एक सुंदर, गुप्त भाग बनली आहे.

ही फक्त सुरुवात होती जी अजूनही सुरू आहे — शांतपणे, वासनेने आणि पश्चात्तापाशिवाय.

प्रेमाची वेदना आणि वेदनांवर प्रेम

वाचकाने पाठवलेला अनुभव

प्रेमाची वेदना आणि वेदनांवर प्रेम

परवा सकाळी फोन चेक केला तर सुरेशचा मेसेज होता. “आज फ्री आहे का?” तो मेसेज बघून थोडं घाबरल्यासारखं झालं. खरं म्हणजे आता इतकी सवय झाली आहे कि कोणत्याही टॉपचा मेसेज आला तर खुश व्हायला होतं. माझं वयसुद्धा चाळीस झालं आहे त्यामुळे आता जास्तकरून जुन्या टॉप्स मेसेज करतात. आणि जुन्या टॉप्सची सवय असल्याने मलाही आवडतं.

पण सुरेश खूप रफ टॉप आहे. कधीकाळी आम्ही रेग्युलर होतो पण नंतर त्याचं लग्न झालं. आता फक्त त्याला रफ झवायची इच्छा होते तेव्हाच तो मेसेज करतो. बायकोकडून त्याला तेवढीच गोष्ट मिळत नाही त्यामुळे तो माझ्याकडे येतो.

त्याची माझी पहिली भेट साधारण बारा वर्षांपूर्वी झाली. मी एक टोटल बॉटम आहे आणि त्या काळात ब्रेकअप नंतर थोडा सॅड होतो त्यामुळे मला बीडीएसएम वाले पॉर्न बघून रफ झवून घेण्याची इच्छा होती. PR वर एका प्रोफाईल वर मी डिस्क्रिपशन वाचलं कि तो एक डॉम आहे आणि त्याला bdsm बॉटम पाहिजे. खूप वेळ चॅट केल्यावर एकदा आम्ही भेटलो आणि त्यानंतर खूप वेळा भेटत आलो आहे.

मी बराच वेळ फोन ऑनलाईन ठेवून विचार करत बसलोय हे माझ्या लक्षात आलं नव्हतं. तो पण ऑनलाईन आला होता आणि मला ऑनलाईन बघून त्याने परत मेसेज केला, “बोल? फ्री आहे का?” माझी नाही म्हणण्याची इच्छा होती पण माझ्यातली प्यासी आत्मा मला नाही म्हणू देणार नाही हेही माहित होतं.

“आहे कि...” मी मेसेज केला. “OK” म्हणून तो ऑफलाईन झाला. स्वतचीच लाज येऊन माझ्या डोक्याला झिणझिण्या येत होत्या. काही वेळाने शांत झाल्यावर मी माझ्या रुटीन मध्ये बिझी झालो.

संध्याकाळी हेअर रिमूव्हल, एनिमा वगैरे झाल्यावर शॉवर करून त्याची वाट बघताना अजूनही भीती वाटत होती. प्लॅन कॅन्सल करावा असं वाटत होतं. आणि इतक्या वर्षांनी सुद्धा भीती वाटण्याचं हसू पण येत होतं.

त्याच्या नेहमीच्या वेळेला तो आला. त्याने दाढी वाढवली होती. दिसायला तसा साधारणच; थोडे जिमवाले मसल्स, थोडी ढेरी वाढलेली पण एकंदर स्लिम म्हणावा असा. सगळ्यात सेक्सी आहे ती त्याची नजर आणि अजूनही तशीच आहे. त्याने बघताक्षणी विरघळून जायला होतं.

“इकडे ये ना माझी राणी, आय मिस्स्ड यु सो मच” मला जवळ खेचत तो म्हणाला. “आय मिस्स्ड यु टू सर कुठे असता आजकल?” मी विचारलं. “पंतनगर...” “व्वा, नॉर्थ इंडियन तर सेक्सी असतात खूप....” “तुला काय माहित?”, तो हसून म्हणाला, “तसंपण मोस्टली टाईमपास असतात...”

माझ्या अंगावरचे कपडे आतापर्यंत गायब झाले होते. तो टीपॉयवर बसला होता आणि मी त्याच्या मांडीवर बसून दोघे किस करत होतो. त्याचे हात माझ्या गांडीच्या चोळामोळा करण्यात गुंतले होते ते आता कमरेवर आले. त्याची जीभ माझ्या निपल वरून फिरू लागली. त्याच्या श्वासातली गर्मी वाढली होती.

आता काय होणार हे माहित असल्याने मी थोडासा थरथरलो. त्यालाही ते कळलं आणि थोडंसं हसून, “म्म्म ..” असा आवाज काढत त्याने कचकन माझा निपल चावला आणि दातात पकडून ठेवला. मी छटपटत, “स्स्स... आह, सर प्लिज, हळू ...” अशा गयावया करत त्याच्या चेहऱ्यावरून आणि डोक्यावरून हात फिरवत होतो.

त्याच्यावर त्याचा काहीच परिणाम नव्हता. काही वेळाने त्याने निपल सोडला तेव्हा माझ्या डोळ्यात पाणी आला होता, नाक कान लाल झाले होते. त्याची जीभ आणि दात आता दुसऱ्या निपल वर फील होत होते, मी निमूट डोळे मिटून घेतले आणि त्याचा डोकं कुरवाळत दुसरा पण निपल चावून घेतला.

दोन्ही निपल मनासारखे चावून झाल्यावर त्याने मला सोडलं आणि बसल्या बसल्याच कपडे काढायला लागला. त्याच्या कपाळावर घाम जमा झाला होता. हातावरच्या आणि गळ्यावरच्या नसा फणफणल्या होत्या. त्याच्या आतलं रानटी जनावर जागं होत होतं. मी माझे दुखणारे मम्मे कुरवाळत उभा होतो.

टॉप जेव्हा बॉटमला झवण्याशिवाय इतर वेदना देतो तेव्हा तो स्वतच्या मर्दानगीचा अनुभव करून देत असतो. काही टॉप मारहाण करतात, काही शिव्या देतात, काही मुताने अंघोळ घालतात, तोंडावर थुंकतात, काही गुलाम बनवून खेळ खेळतात. सुरेशला हे सगळं आवडतं आणि त्याला खुश होताना बघायला मला आवडतं. टॉपच्या मर्दानगीचा अनुभव घेताना बॉटमला आपल्या नामर्दपणाची पण जाणीव होत असते. या सगळ्या वेदना त्या नामर्दपणाची शिक्षा असल्यासारख्याच असतात त्यामुळे त्या हव्याहव्याशा वाटतात.

मी गुंगल्यासारखा त्याच्या मसल्सकडे एकटक बघत होतो, कपडे काढून झाल्यावर त्याने माझ्याकडे बघितलं. “काय बघते रंडी?” त्याने स्माईल करत विचारलं. मी काही ना बोलता त्याच्या लवड्याकडे हात नेला आणि त्याचा उठलेला लंड हलवू लागलो.

त्याने माझा हात बाजूला झटकला. एका हाताने माझा गळा पकडून दुसऱ्या हाताने माझी मुंडी घुसळू लागला. “मस्ती आली गांडीत? हां?” “येस सर” मी त्याच्या पायावर हात फिरवत माझी मम्मे त्याच्या गुडघ्यावर दाबत होतो. “थांब तुला असा झवून काढतो सगळी मस्ती ठेचली जाईल...” “ठेचा ना सर, ठेचून ठेचून गाडूनच टाका...” मी म्हणालो. त्याच्या आतल्या जंगली जनावराला बाहेर आणण्याची माझी इच्छा होती.

“झोप उलटा” त्याने जमिनीकडे बोट दाखवत सांगितलं. मी झोपलो. “गांड वरती” त्याने परत सांगितलं. मी गुढगे वळून गांड वर केली. त्याने गांडीवर पाय ठेऊन अंगठ्याने छेद चोळायला सुरुवात केली. माझी गांड सवयीनं उघडबंद व्हायला लागली. नंतर त्याने पायानेच गांडीवर चापट्या मारायला सुरुवात केली. हळू हळू त्या चापट्या लाथांमध्ये कन्व्हर्ट व्हायला लागल्या.

तो गोट्यांकडे मोर्चा वळवणार हे मला माहित होतं. कॅज्युअली दोन तीन फटके गोट्यांवर बसले. माझा सेक्सचा नशा थोडा उतरला होता. कारण खरंच दुखायला लागलं होतं. रात्रीची वेळ असल्याने जोरात किंचाळता पण येणार नव्हतं. “सर प्लिज हाताने मारा ना प्लिज, पायाने नको, जोरात लागतंय.” मी मागे वळून त्याच्या कडे पाहिलं आणि म्हणालो. “झाली का नाटक सुरु तुझी?” माझ्याकडे रोखून बघत तो म्हणाला, “चुपचाप पुढं बघ आणि झोपून राहा...” “म्म सॉरी सर..” मी म्हणालो आणि परत झोपलो.

पुढचे काही धक्के जोरात बसले, पण मी दातओठ खात गप राहिलो मला त्याची साथ देताना मजा येत होती. आणि स्वतची लाज पण वाटत होती. पण हे सगळं मी आधी कित्येकदा अनुभवला असल्याने फार काळ त्रास वाटणार नाही हे पण माहित होतं. थोडा वेळ दुर्लक्ष करून सगळं सहन केलं तर काही वेळाने मजा द्विगुणित होते आणि लाज येऊन वाटणारा त्रास गायब होतो, स्वतला विसरायला होतं. मला त्या स्वतला विसरण्याचा फीलींगचं व्यसन आहे. त्यावेळेलापण मी त्या क्षणाची वाट बघत होतो जेव्हा मला स्वतला विसरून त्याच्या मजेत स्वतची मजा अनुभवता येईल.

थोडा ब्रेक घेऊन तो थांबला, मी पण मोठा श्वास सोडून थोडा रिलॅक्स झालो. काही सेकंदांनी बेल्ट बकलचा आवाज झाला. माझ्या पाठीला बेल्टचा स्पर्श झाला. संपूर्ण पाठीवरुन बेल्ट फिरवत तो स्टुलवरून उठून माझ्या डोक्याच्या साईडला आला.

“रेडी?” त्याने विचारलं. “म्म्म...” मला सेक्सचा नशा चढल्यामुळे मला आता बोलतापण येत नव्हतं “गांड फाकव”, तो बोलला. मी दोन्ही हातांने गांड फाकवली. माझ्या संपूर्ण अंगावर शहारे येत होते. माझ्या तोंडाजवळच तो उभा होता. मी आणखी जवळ सरकून साईडने त्याचं पाऊल चाटायला सुरुवात केली. त्याने दुसरा पाय माझ्या चेहऱ्यावर ठेवला.

“रेडी?” त्याने परत विचारलं. “येस ... येस सर.” मी कसाबसा शक्ती एकवटून बोललो. माझ्या छातीतली धडधड आता मला ऐकू येत होती इतकी वाढली होती आणि सेक्सच्या नशेमध्ये संपूर्णपणे रिलॅक्स पण वाटत होतं.

दुसऱ्या पुरुषाला dominate करून चीत करण्याची इच्छा हि मर्दांमध्ये निसर्गतः असते. उत्क्रांतीच्या सुरुवातीपासूनच निसर्गाने प्रजननासाठी होणाऱ्या स्पर्धेमध्ये जास्त गर्मी म्हणजे जास्त testosterone असलेला मर्द जिंकेल अशी व्यवस्था लावून ठेवली आहे. एक स्त्री सुद्धा जास्त testosterone असलेला मर्द शोधत असते कारण तो तिच्या मुलांचं चांगलं रक्षण करू शकेल अशी तिला खात्री असते. आजकालच्या काळात खऱ्याखुऱ्या मना घुस्मटल्यासारखं होतं. कारण दुसऱ्या पुरुषाला dominate करण्याची आणि जिंकण्याची त्यांच्यातली नैसर्गिक इच्छा दबलेली राहते. त्यामुळेच अनेक पुरुष समलैंगिक नसताना सुद्धा केवळ rough झवण्यासाठी बॉटमच्या शोधात असतात. BDSM चा खेळ त्यांच्यातली ही इच्छा पूर्ण करून त्यांना स्वतबद्दल confidence देत असतो.

BDSM च्या खेळात टॉप आधीच जिंकलेला असतो आणि बॉटम आधीच हारलेला असतो. हा खेळ जिंकण्या हरण्यासाठी नाही तर टॉपला त्याच्या जिंकण्याचा जास्तीत जास्त आनंद देण्यासाठी खेळला जातो. बॉटम जेव्हापर्यंत स्वतला एक स्वतंत्र व्यक्ती म्हणून समजत असतो तोपर्यंत टॉपने दिलेल्या वेदना, त्याने केलेला अपमान यांची लाज वाटून त्रास होत असतो. पण जेव्हा बॉटम संपूर्णपणे टॉपला सामील होतो तेव्हा टॉपला किती मजा येत असेल अशा विचाराने बॉटमचा मेंदू आनंद घायला लागतो. स्वतला विसरण्यात जे परमोच्च सुख आहे त्याचा अनुभव यायला सुरुवात होते. शरीराला होणार त्रास आणि त्यातून होणारी प्रतिक्रिया मेंदू एकदम त्रयस्थपणे बघत असतो. त्या क्षणाला मी कुठे आहे हे मला समजत नाही. सुन्न झालेल्या डोक्यातली शांतता छान वाटत असते.

त्याने सटकरून बेल्टचा फटका मारला त्याचा आवाज सगळ्या रूममध्ये घुमला. गांडीच्या छेदावर तो बसलाच पण बेल्टच्या टोकाने माझ्या गोट्यांचाही वेध घेतला. एक भयंकर कळ पूर्ण शरीरात भिनली. मी त्याचा पाय डोक्यावरून ढकलला आणि गोट्या हातात धरत गडाबडा लोळ लागलो. “आह रस्स..” मी दबलेल्या आवाजात विव्हळत होतो.

मी पाणावलेल्या डोळ्यांनी त्याच्याकडे पाहिलं. त्याच्या आतलं रानटी जनावर आता जागं झालं होतं. त्याच्या डोळ्यातला शांतपणा बघून माझ्या अंगात शहाऱ्याच्या लाटा पसरत होत्या. “क्यू सर” मी त्याच्याकडे एकटक बघत बोललो. “थू...” तो माझ्या तोंडावर थुकला. “म्म थँक्यू सर...” मी परत बोललो. “चल उठ.” माझी गचांडी धरून त्याने मला उठवलं. माझे गुढगे थरथरत होते. “श्वास घे मोठा..” त्याने मला आठवण करून दिली. एक दोन मोठे श्वास घेतल्यावर थरथर कमी झाली.

त्याच्याबरोबर बाथरूममध्ये जाताना मी आरशात पाहिलं तर माझे डोळे लाल झाले होते. मलाही थोडी ग्लानी आल्यासारखी वाटत होती. पण मला याचा अनुभव असल्याने असं होणार हे माहित होतं. त्याने मला शॉवरखाली उभा करून शॉवर सोडला. थंडगार पाण्याचा स्पर्श सहन ना झाल्याने मी बाजूला होण्याचा प्रयत्न करू लागलो. पण माझ्या गळ्यावर घट्ट पकड तशीच ठेऊन त्याने मला शॉवरखालीच पकडून ठेवलं.

काही वेळ तसाच लंड ठेवून नंतर त्याने लंड आणखी दाबायला सुरुवात केली. लवकरच लंड माझ्या घशापर्यंत पोचला. माझं डोकं हातात पकडून त्याने लंड आतबाहेर करायला सुरुवात केली. काही वेळाने तो थांबला आणि त्याने लंड तोंडाबाहेर काढून थोडा ब्रेक घेतला. मी पण मोकळा श्वास घेतला. मला इतक्या वर्षात जर कोणत्या गोष्टीची सवय झाली असेल तर ती तोंड झवून घेण्याची. मला ब्लो जॉब द्यायला खूप आवडतं.

परत एकदा तोंड झवून झाल्यावर त्याने परत ब्रेक घेतला. त्याच्या चेहऱ्यावरचे एक्सप्रेशन्स बघताना मजा येत होती. त्याला मुतायला झालं होतं. मी पण सावरून परत तोंड उघडून बसलो. तो तोंडात मुतू लागला. त्याच्या मुताची गरम धार थंड शॉवरनंतर छान वाटत होती. मुतून झाल्यावर त्याने परत शॉवर सोडला. मी उठून वळलो आणि शॉवरमध्ये स्वतला साफ करू लागलो. तो पण शॉवरमध्ये आला आणि माझ्या भोकावर लंड घासू लागला. त्याच्या बॉडीची गर्मी माझ्या पाठीला जाणवत होती.

मी त्याच्याकडे वळून स्माईल केलं. तो परत माझ्या तोंडावर थुंकला आणि हाताच्या कोपराने माझी मान समोरच्या भिंतीवर दाबली. मी तिरप्या डोळ्यानं त्याच्याकडे बघत होतो. त्याच्या जबड्याचे मसल्स टाईट झाले होते.

त्याने कितीही रानटीपणा केला तरी मी त्याला राक्षस म्हणून बघू शकत नाही, आणि मी स्वतला त्याच्या कितीही स्वाधीन केलं त्याच्यापुढे कितीही झोकून दिलं तरी तो मला माणूस म्हणून बघू शकत नाही, त्याच्या बायकोसारखं तो माझ्यावर प्रेम करू शकत नाही. पण असं नसतं तर मला bdsm ची मजा कोणी दिली असती? माझ्या आतली सेक्स ची प्यासी आत्मा प्रेम आणि bdsm यांच्यात नेहमी bdsm सिलेक्ट करणार हे हि तितकंच खरं आहे.

त्याचा लंड आता आत शिरला होता. मी पण गांड पुढे मागे करत त्याची साथ देत होतो. तो वरून ल्युब सोडत होता, हळू हळू संपूर्ण लंड आत गेला. मी ते फीलिंग एन्जॉय करतच होतो कि त्याने एकदम लंड बाहेर काढून परत पूर्ण आत टाकला. “आह...” मी थोडासा ओरडलो. “शट अप बीच” तो पॉर्न वाला डायलॉग बोलला ते फनी वाटत होतं.

शॉवर बंद करून आम्ही तसेच ओले बेडरूम मध्ये आलो. त्याने मला बेडवर ढकललं. मी गांड वर करून बेडच्या कडेला पोझिशन घेऊन झोपलो. त्याने गुढग्यानं गोट्यांच्या आणि भोकाच्या मधला जी-स्पॉट दाबायला सुरवात केली. “ममम्म्म ... म्म”, आवाज काढत पाय फाकवुन मी एन्जॉय करत होतो.

काही वेळाने मी उलट होऊन पाठीवर झोपलो. त्याची घामाने भिजलेली बॉडी, त्याचे झवताना हलणारे मसल्स, त्याची नजर यांची मजा घेताना किती वेळ गेला ते कळलंच नाही. मी स्वतला विसरलो होतो. त्याने किती वेळा थप्पड मारली, किती वेळा थुंकला किंवा गळा दाबला ह्याकडे माझं लक्ष नव्हतं. शेवट शेवट त्याने लवडा पूर्ण काढून परत टाकायला सुरुवात केली. प्रत्येक शॉट च्या वेळेला “.....” असा आवाज काण्यापलीकडे मी काहीच करू शकत नव्हतो.

मग त्याचा गरम चीक माझ्या आतमध्ये मला फील झाला. तो थोडावेळ शॉट मारत राहिला आणि नंतर माझ्या शेजारी येऊन झोपला. मी थिजलो होतो, त्याचे धक्के अजून जाणवत होते. आणि मी त्यांना मिस पण करत होतो.

शेजारी हालचाल जाणवली तेव्हा मला जाग आली. सकाळ झाली होती. मला केव्हा झोप लागली ते कळलंच नव्हतं. सुरेश कपडे घालत होता. “फ्लाईट आहे.” तो म्हटला. माझ्या डोळ्यावर अजूनही झोप होती. त्याने निघण्यापूर्वी घाबरत घाबरत मी त्याला किस केला. तो काही बोलला नाही.

दरवाजा लॉक करून परत बेडवर येताना कंबर किती दिली झाली आहे ते कळत होतं. अंगात ठिकठिकणी दुखत होतं. भोकात कुलबुल होत होती. “आता सुटी घ्यावी लागणार”, परत बेडवर स्वतला झोकून देत मी विचार केला. आता झोप माझ्या शरीराचा ताबा मागत होती. डोक्यात शांतता पसरली होती. परत झोपी जाताना माझ्या चेहऱ्यावर स्माईल होतं ते माझं नव्हतं, माझ्यातली प्यासी आत्मा तहान भागवून खुश होती ते तिचं स्माईल होतं.

(For the purpose of entertainment only.) 

Sunday, 12 July 2026

Diary of Lala Part 2


Part 2: You Diary of Lala (Mid 2024 – 2025)*

**05 August **
BBC

I turned a long-held filthy fantasy into reality by arranging for a massively hung African stud to be flown in directly from Kenya, covering every expense along with a generous fee. The instant his enormous black dick sprang free, thick and heavy, my body responded with pure hunger. I dropped onto all fours on the carpet like a bitch in heat, arching my muscular back and spreading my ass invitingly. He wasted no time. That massive cock stretched my hole to its absolute limits as he slammed in deep, pounding my prostate with brutal, unrelenting force. He fucked me for hours — choking my neck, spitting into my open mouth, slapping my ass while I came hands-free over and over, my own dick spurting uselessly onto the floor. He flooded my wrecked, gaping hole with thick, heavy loads until warm cum poured out in steady rivers every time he thrust. The overwhelming physical destruction and complete surrender delivered a raw, intensely sultry satisfaction that left me trembling and leaking for days afterward.

**10 November **
Arabian Sea – Private Yacht

The gentle rocking of my luxury yacht set the perfect stage for a decadent sex party I had meticulously arranged with top male whores and select foreign studs through discreet elite pimps. Money removed every last boundary. I began by fucking several of them raw right on the sun deck, my thick dick slamming into their tight asses as the waves crashed rhythmically around us and the salt air filled my lungs. Their moans mixed with the sound of the sea. Then the dynamic shifted — I surrendered completely. They passed my powerful muscular body around like a living toy, double-penetrating my ass, forcing their cocks down my throat, and covering every inch of my skin with layer upon layer of cum. I was used relentlessly until the first light of sunrise, my holes overflowing, body sticky and marked. The exhilarating group energy combined with the deep, cum-soaked satisfaction left me floating in pure bliss.

**15 February **
Cuckold

A lavish sex party I hosted for high-end escorts took an even filthier turn when a wealthy married couple, carefully vetted and generously compensated, joined the gathering. After securing their full consent, I first pounded the husband’s ass deep and hard on the living room floor while his wife watched with wide, hungry eyes. Then I turned my attention to her, breeding her fertile pussy with powerful, deliberate strokes at their explicit, desperate begging. They pleaded for my superior genes, so I filled her womb with load after thick, potent load.

**23 May **
Pandit

The sacred atmosphere of a grand puja ceremony in a sprawling Bandra residence unexpectedly fueled my lust when I spotted the cute young pandit with his innocent face and lithe build. Seizing a private moment backstage amid the ongoing rituals, I offered him ten thousand rupees — an amount that clearly overwhelmed him. His eager nod came quickly. I bent him over a dusty storage chest, lifted his traditional dhoti, and rammed my thick, throbbing dick into his tight ass without hesitation. I fucked him fast and dirty, hips snapping forward with urgent force while the distant sound of devotional chants floated through the thin walls. When I finally bred him deep, my cum ran visibly down his thighs as he straightened his clothes. As he left, dazed and flushed, he whispered that I was a sex guru who had just enlightened him in ways the scriptures never could — the best fuck he had ever known. The thrilling risk of discovery so close to the holy ceremony added an electric, dangerous edge to the deeply sultry release.

**28 August **

My growing reputation among working-class men continued to provide convenient, no-frills relief. A poor young labourer readily agreed for just one thousand rupees. I took him to a secluded alley and fucked his ass savagely against the rough wall, pounding him mercilessly until he begged loudly for my load. Later that same day, my regular barber, along with two drivers and a favourite waiter from a local restaurant, lined up eagerly. Small amounts of cash secured their participation. I used some of their holes with brutal efficiency, then spread my own muscular ass cheeks and let some fuck me raw in turn. Another memorable sexy day. Masturbating as I am writing it — oh boy, when will I get satisfied.

**12 February **
Trainer

One late evening, after the regular crowd had left, I booked an exclusive private training session with my strikingly muscular gym instructor. A generous cash offer ensured complete discretion and willingness. The empty weights area became our battlefield. I dominated him first, bending him over the adjustable bench and pounding his tight ass with powerful, rhythmic thrusts. Our sweat-slicked reflections multiplied endlessly in the surrounding mirrors, heightening the visual thrill. The constant risk of a night security guard walking in added sharp adrenaline to every slap of skin. Afterward, I surrendered on the heated sauna bench, letting him fuck me raw and deep until our combined sweat and cum pooled on the hot wooden slats. As we cooled down, he admitted breathlessly that I was a sex god who had delivered the best fuck of his life — his personal guru in pleasure. The risky, intensely physical session left me drained yet deeply satisfied.

**18 March **
High-End Mall Changing Room, South Bombay

While browsing in an exclusive South Bombay luxury mall, an attractive male model browsing nearby caught my predatory eye. Money changed hands discreetly, and we slipped into a spacious private changing room. The thrill of shoppers and staff moving just beyond the heavy curtain made my pulse race wildly. I slammed my thick dick into his ass against the full-length mirror, fucking him hard and fast while watching our reflections. He then turned the tables, railing my muscular ass with surprising force until I had to bite my own arm to stifle loud moans. The adrenaline rush of near-discovery transformed the quick encounter into an exhilarating, deeply sultry experience.

**25 April **
Khan

Through well-placed connections and a substantial payment, I brought a famous Indian cricketer Rahim Khan (name changed) to my private suite shortly after an important match. I was watching him on screen when the match was over. I asked him to come without shower as I was in full whore mood. As he arrived, I cleaned him well with my tongue. The clash of our equally muscular, athletic bodies was electric. I took him first with aggressive, powerful thrusts, then we flipped roles naturally — him pounding me deep and hard while we grappled and wrestled across the bed like competitors on the field. The exciting exchange of raw strength and stamina ended with thick loads exchanged between us, leaving both of us exhausted and filled with profound mutual satisfaction.

**02 May **
Bollywood After-Party

Significant funds and my natural charm secured my invitation to an exclusive after-party on a closed film set. The night evolved into a small but intensely hedonistic gathering with several industry insiders. I moved fluidly among them — fucking some raw with deep, commanding strokes while others took turns claiming my ass in the dimly lit lounge. Sweat-slicked bodies pressed together, the air thick with moans and the scent of sex. The thrilling atmosphere of forbidden celebrity indulgence culminated in a deeply satisfying, cum-covered exhaustion that carried me through the following days.

**10 June **
My Penthouse Servant Quarters

Lust sparked unexpectedly with one of my long-term drivers. A modest cash incentive led to a spontaneous, dirty session that began in the underground car garage and continued upstairs in the servant quarters. I fucked him mercilessly against the cool concrete wall first, then allowed him to use my muscular ass with eager abandon. The stark class contrast and his grateful, hungry compliance created a raw, satisfying thrill that felt both familiar and refreshingly direct.

**17 July **
Luxury Hotel Suite, Mumbai

I arranged for a top-tier international male escort renowned for his extreme stamina and willingness to explore extremes, booking him through a highly discreet pimp network. In the opulent hotel suite, we pushed boundaries for hours — edging each other relentlessly with toys and light restraints before I dominated him thoroughly, then surrendered and let him wreck my hole with powerful, sustained strokes. The prolonged buildup and eventual explosive release delivered layer upon layer of thrilling tension followed by ultimate, deeply sultry satisfaction.

**24 August **
Secluded Spot near Aksa Beach, Mumbai

During a quiet weekend getaway, I encountered a fit local near a relatively secluded stretch of coastline close to Aksa Beach. Cash secured his willing participation for an exposed outdoor session under the open sky. The thrill of waves gently lapping around our bodies as I fucked him deeply in the shallow water, then surrendered and let his cock take me with rhythmic urgency, blended the natural elements with raw physicality. The exhilarating freedom of the open air resulted in a profoundly satisfying, salt-tinged climax for both of us.

**05 September **
Family Wedding Hotel Room, Mumbai Outskirts

Amid the festivities of a distant relative’s lavish wedding, I managed to isolate my brother-in-law in a quiet corner of the hotel. The urgent, forbidden thrill of the moment fueled an intense, multi-position marathon. I bred him desperately against the wall at first, then allowed him to take me hard on the bed while distant music and laughter from the celebrations filtered through the door. The constant risk of interruption only amplified every thrust, leading to a profoundly satisfying, taboo-soaked release.

**12 October **
Private Residence, South Bombay

A submissive young YouTube Insta influencer who had been admiring me from afar, making praising videos on me and my business, reached out to me and readily consented to a BDSM-tinged private session after he begged for a year. He agreed to worship me as my slave.

In my residence, I began by dominating him with bondage, marking his smooth skin with controlled slaps and stimulating him intensely. After massive action, I made him lick all my body parts and accessories like belt and shoe. I fed him my hot piss and load of cum which he swallowed well. I made him clean my toilet and kept him as my maid for the entire day naked. He was not allowed to walk, only crawl. I slapped him every minute — haha, he was getting orgasms serving me.

As the session ended, he looked at me with worshipful eyes and called me his sex guru — the one who had given him the best fuck of his life and taught him pleasures he had only dreamed of. The charged power exchange created thrilling intensity and left us both spent, marked, and deeply satisfied.

**20 November **
Affluent Couple’s Residence, South Bombay

Another high-society couple, met at a recent elite event, invited me to their private residence after generous negotiations. In their elegantly furnished home, I fucked both partners together — first pounding the husband’s ass with deep, commanding strokes while the wife participated actively, then shifting to breed her fertile pussy at their explicit, eager begging for my superior genes. They later turned their full attention to me, sharing my body as their combined focus. The multi-layered dynamic of dominance, breeding, and surrender delivered an exciting variety of sensations and a richly fulfilling climax to the evening.

**03 December **
– My 25th birthday

My twenty-fifth birthday.. Wanted to cross all my limit, nothing satisfy me.. So may be this, it became the filthiest, most exhaustive celebration imaginable.
In last few months I arranged for twenty-five carefully selected men — seasoned escorts, referrals from trusted pimps, locals, and a few foreigners, celebrity escorts — tested medically multiple times and quarantined to rotate through my penthouse in continuous shifts from sunrise until well past midnight. They treated my hardcore muscular body like a living, breathing sex doll with absolutely no mercy. Thick, eager dicks slammed into my ass without pause for nearly twenty hours. I was bent over furniture, lifted into the air, double- and even triple-penetrated while load after load flooded my stretched guts and painted my chest, face, and abs. I moaned shamelessly like a broken whore throughout, my voice hoarse as I demanded the next cock even while cum poured steadily from my wrecked, gaping hole. They slapped my ass, spat in my mouth, choked my throat, and used every inch of me relentlessly. By the end, I lay sprawled in a massive, sticky pool of seed — body trembling, holes ruined, skin marked — yet my nymphomaniac soul felt profoundly, overwhelmingly satisfied. Several of them, spent and reverent, called me their sex god — whose fucking had ruined them for anyone else. Twenty-five loads for my twenty-fifth year marked a new pinnacle in my endless pursuit of pleasure.

Birthday celebration not over though, on the way to London to fuck my childhood crush a most loved Hollywood star , first time with a fucking Oscar winner.. Damn.

Diary of Lala Part 1.



As I journeyed from the bustling streets of Mumbai to the majestic city of London aboard a transcontinental flight, an extraordinary and most unexpected encounter unfolded. Seated beside me was a strikingly handsome young man, his features chiseled and commanding attention. With focused intensity, he inscribed entries into a sleek black diary.
Driven by an irresistible curiosity, I discreetly attempted to glance at the pages. To my astonishment, the title emblazoned across the open leaf read: “25th Birthday with 25 Men.”
My intrigue deepened with every passing moment. Though his posture partially obscured the text, fleeting glimpses revealed provocative phrases such as “fuck,” “sex,” and “one by one on the table.” A profound sense of fascination gripped me, yet the angle prevented any coherent reading.
Upon our arrival at Heathrow Airport, as the aircraft taxied to a halt, the young man rose swiftly and departed down the aisle. In his haste, the diary slipped from his bag and tumbled to the floor. I promptly retrieved it, intending to return it to its owner, but he had already vanished into the throng of passengers. Despite my efforts, I could not locate him at the baggage claim.
Later, in the solitude of my hotel room, an overwhelming compulsion led me to open the diary. What unfolded before my eyes was nothing short of a bewildering and intensely provocative chronicle.
Thus, I present to you excerpts from this astonishing document: The Diary of a Lala... Filthy Rich Lokesh Agarwal, Agrawal Groups founder and CEO but a sex addict who in the heat of every possible encounter, he's known as Lala in his lust world — the rich young brat from South Bombay whose only true addiction is sex itself. No drugs, no alcohol, no chemical escapes; his empire of real-estate wealth fuels nothing but pure, relentless fucking.
Part 1: The Early Flames (2023 – Early 2024)*

**01 January 2023**
New year's first hunt

The clock had barely struck midnight when the fire inside me demanded its first sacrifice of the year. That New Year’s night, amid the loud celebrations at our family mansion, I locked eyes with my handsome cousin. His hesitant smile told me everything. I pulled him aside into one of the quiet guest bedrooms, pressed a thick envelope containing three lakhs into his palm, and watched his resistance melt. The moment the door clicked shut, raw hunger took over. I shoved him face-down onto the soft bed, yanked his trousers down roughly, and freed my already throbbing, thick-veined dick. Without a word, I spat on my palm, rubbed the head against his tight virgin ass, and rammed forward in one powerful stroke. He gasped sharply as I buried myself balls-deep, his tight walls gripping me like a fist. I fucked him with savage, unrelenting force — hips slamming forward, heavy balls slapping loudly against his skin with every deep thrust. The bed creaked violently beneath us as I bred him, pumping thick, hot load after load deep into his guts until warm cum began leaking out around my shaft and dripping down his trembling thighs. The forbidden thrill of claiming family blood sent shivers through my muscular frame. When I finally pulled out, his hole was gaping slightly, red and slick with my seed. He lay there breathing heavily, eyes wide with awe, whispering that I had given him the best fuck of his life and that I was like a sex god who had just opened a new world for him. I smiled to myself — already his guru, already addicted to the power.

**08 April 2023**
Ballu uncle

Today Ballu uncle arrived at my penthouse under the excuse of discussing property matters. I was already horny. The moment I saw the flicker of curiosity mixed with nervousness in his eyes, I knew the evening would not end with mere conversation. I slid a fat envelope holding eight lakhs across the polished marble table. He hesitated only for a second before nodding. We moved to the open balcony overlooking the glittering Arabian Sea. The cool night breeze brushed against my heated skin as I bent the older man over the sturdy railing, pulled his pants down, and spat generously on my thick dick. I drove into his hairy ass with one brutal thrust, burying myself to the hilt. I pounded him mercilessly under the stars, my powerful muscular hips slamming against him again and again, the sound of skin meeting skin echoing softly. He groaned deeply, his body shaking with every savage stroke as I claimed him completely. When my orgasm hit, I flooded his guts with rope after thick rope of cum until it overflowed and ran down his legs. I sent him home still leaking my seed. The memory of turning a respected family elder into my personal cum-dump brought a deep, sultry wave of satisfaction that stayed with me for many nights afterward.

**14 July 2023**
Ex.

The summer heat matched the fire in my veins when I reconnected with my ex-girlfriend Ramya at an intimate private party in Worli. Old desires resurfaced instantly. A generous cash gift, paired with my promise of complete discretion, made her consent effortless. Back in my penthouse, I laid her down on the cool silk sheets. I spread her legs wide, positioned my thick, throbbing dick at her soaked entrance, and pushed in slowly at first, then with growing force. I fucked her hard and deep, my muscular body covering hers as I drove into her pussy with powerful strokes. Her moans filled the room as I flipped her onto all fours, gripped her hips firmly, and railed her from behind — my heavy balls slapping rhythmically against her clit with every thrust. I pumped load after hot load into her welcoming womb, marking her as mine once again. The intense, possessive release left both of us drenched in sweat and trembling in profound satisfaction, her body still quivering long after I withdrew.

Her father came to pick her up. Boy, he was hot as fuck. Mr. Raichand, the king of famous businessmen, a tycoon so many years ago, had tried to connect with me for business deals which did not happen because of his irrelevant demands. But boy, for the first time I saw him so close — he was hot and had a great ass. I wanted to fuck that ass.

**19 October 2023**
Rich dad

Ramyas father was still in my mind. I decided to start connecting with him, told him I was ready to sign all the demands as I was in a good mood. He was happy but I said I had only one condition: I wanted to fuck him.

He was known for being tough to deal with but the mother fucker agreed with the fuck — must have seen 100 crores coming through our deals.

On the same bed I fucked his daughter the other day, I turned him around, bent him over the edge of the bed, and spread his muscular ass cheeks wide, offering himself completely. I entered him, driving my dick deep into his greedy hole. I fucked like a man possessed, pounding my ex’s father’s prostate with relentless strokes while he moaned shamelessly like a cheap whore beneath me. The pressure built until I shot hands-free across the sheets in powerful spurts. I continued using him for hours, flooding him with thick, hot cum that poured out every time I pulled back slightly. Being reduced to such a thoroughly used fuck-hole brought a dark, deeply sultry satisfaction that only intensified my growing cravings. Best business deal ever.

**24 January 2024**
Mile high club

The long-haul business-class flight offered an unexpected thrill. The fit, uniformed air host kept stealing glances at my muscular frame. A discreet offer of four lakhs, passed quietly during service, secured his full cooperation. Once the cabin lights dimmed and privacy was assured, I pulled him into the forward private area, pinned him firmly against the bulkhead, and yanked down his trousers. My thick dick, already leaking with anticipation, found his tight ass. I slammed into him raw at thirty thousand feet — hard, fast, and relentless — breeding him deep with every powerful thrust while the steady vibration of the plane added to the sensation. The exhilarating risk of sudden turbulence or discovery made every stroke more intense. When I finally filled him with my load, the high-altitude release felt electric and deeply satisfying.

**30 April 2024**
Mumbai, South Bombay

After months of careful negotiation and escalating offers, I finally secured a private night with a famous A-list Bollywood celebrity Samar (name changed) whose bulge pic in his towel went viral and I wanted to taste it ever since, got to him through Orry. The fucker demanded several crores — as much as he charges for a movie. Money changed hands to guarantee absolute pleasure and privacy.

It was decided to go to Dubai in his private island at Palm Jumeirah villa.

The moment I arrived, his staff took all that I was wearing and gave me a robe. When we were alone in his lavish bedroom, dominance surged through me. I threw him onto the massive bed, freed his massive cock and sucked till my mouth went numb. I wanted this rod in my ass and asked him to do so. He fucked so well. Orry was right about it — he’s a pro with great stamina. I was dying to taste his ass. I started to rim him, soon spread his ass cheeks apart, and buried my thick, veiny dick balls-deep in one powerful motion. I fucked him mercilessly for hours — pounding with raw strength, slapping his skin, gripping his throat lightly as I drove deeper. His hole gradually gaped under the assault, dripping steadily with my cum by the time dawn approached. 3 crore mother fucker money worth spent, sala. As he dressed, still trembling, he confessed I had given him the best fuck of his entire life and that I was nothing short of a sex god — who had shown him pleasures no one else ever could. The thrilling conquest of such a public, desired figure left me drenched in sweat and filled with profound, lingering satisfaction.

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English The Forbidden Love Suhas’s Story *Part 2

Forbidden Love Suhas's story Part 2**

After Goa, Raghuveer became my private obsession. I started creating opportunities for us with careful planning. I would suggest weekend treks or short drives to Lonavala, always framing them as harmless boys’ outings. To the world, we were just close friends. In reality, those hours were ours alone — filled with raw passion, quiet tenderness, and the kind of intimacy I had never known.

The thrill of secrecy became addictive. During family dinners, while everyone chatted and laughed, I would slide my hand under the table and gently squeeze Raghuveer’s thigh, then slowly move higher until my fingers brushed the growing bulge in his pants. He would try to keep a straight face, breathing shallow, while I stroked him slowly under the tablecloth.Sometimes grabbing him n kissing him in kitchen while everyone was in living room. The risk of our wives sitting right across from us made my pulse race every single time.

One unforgettable evening, Neha was talking to me from the hall about some household matter. Raghuveer was on the balcony. He quietly knelt down, unzipped me through the narrow grill opening, and took my cock into his warm mouth. I stood there answering my wife normally, trying not to moan, while he sucked me deep and wet till I cum in his mouth as there was no chance of pulling out. Raghu happily swallowed for the first time and smiled with satisfaction.
And the sheer audacity of it — getting a blowjob while casually conversing with my wife — gave me one of the most intense orgasms I had ever experienced.

We had several close calls. Once, Neha returned home much earlier than expected and caught us both coming out of the bedroom, my hair messy and Raghuveer’s shirt improperly buttoned. My heart nearly stopped. I quickly invented a story about fixing a noisy AC unit. She bought it, but the adrenaline from that narrow escape made our next encounter even more frantic and passionate.

Neha n Priya would teas us light-heartedly. My wife would jokingly call Raghuveer “sautan” whenever she saw us together. “Suhas, my sautan is here again,” she would say with a laugh. Little did she know how close to the truth she was.

My farmhouse just outside Pune was heaven specifically for us. We would drive there under the excuse of “checking on the property.” Those weekends became our private playground. We explored every fantasy we could imagine — slow, romantic lovemaking in front of the large mirror, light bondage with hands tied to the bedpost, role-play as strangers or boss and employee, outdoor sex on the terrace under the stars, edging each other for hours, and new toys we bought secretly. Every discovery brought us closer and made our connection deeper.

There is a private room in our farmhouse that remains locked and inaccessible to family members. This space contains our romantic photo frames, various gifts we have exchanged, toys ,fancy thongs that we love seeing each other in and even a sex sofa . We generally do not bring family members to this farmhouse . I have informed my wife that the house serves as an investment for our future, . And about the our room I maintain the excuse that it houses important property documents and functions as my personal solitude room.

One night at the farmhouse, after a particularly intense session, I told Raghuveer about Sharad. I described how Raghuveer reminded me so much of my first love story — the same gentle strength, the same warm eyes. Tears filled both our eyes as I spoke. We held each other tightly that night, and the lovemaking that followed was slower, deeper, and more emotional than anything we had shared before.

In that quiet moment, with tears still in our eyes, I confessed what I had been feeling for so long. “Raghu, I love you like a husband. We have wives and kids, but there is our own world which is beyond sex. I crave for you — for your glimpse, your mere presence in the house next to me is peaceful. We have to live a dual life and we have to accept it. Maybe in the next lifetime we won’t have to share ourselves with anyone else.”

He looked at me with the same depth of emotion. We both knew the weight of those words.

We both celebrate two birthdays every year. One with family — full of cake, laughter, and relatives. The other was private, just the two of us. I would gift him small things he could wear hidden under his clothes — a chain, a watch, a simple ring. He would surprise me with thoughtful notes or new toys for our farmhouse adventures. Even our Goa night as an anniversary every year.

The times when both our wives and kids were away were the most liberating. We would fuck in every room possible, take long baths together, walk around the house completely nude the whole day, order our favourite food, watch movies cuddled up on the sofa, and talk about life for hours. Whenever one of us got hard again, we would go at it immediately — we simply could not get enough of each other.

Sometimes, in the dead of night, we would wake up at 3 or 4 a.m., hearts pounding with risk, quietly cross the balcony, and fuck intensely until the first light of morning before slipping back to our respective beds beside our wives. Those stolen moments — hurried, desperate, and full of adrenaline — only made our secret bond stronger.

Our wives are happy, we try hard to do so, whatever they want we make sure they get, time money body romance and what not we try hard to prioritise them but yes raghu n me love each other bit more than everything else.
Even today, 4 years later, when I see Raghuveer smile at me across the balcony or feel his hand brush mine secretly, I remember that first deliberate night in Goa. What began as my careful plan on a moonlit beach has become the most authentic and beautiful part of my life.